Before we conclude this part, let’s not forget the really troubling parallels between the “protection” Trayvon was offering as well as the extortion I’d been threatened with in the Swift Annex. Because the theory is that at least, pay-to-stay extortion can be partly a protection racket. The payments you make to your extortionist(s) are additionally supposedly “protection cash” whereby they “protect” you against being extorted or fucked over by others. Which of program means you are owned by them and you’re their bitch. This is just what I happened to be attempting to escape by checking into the Box during the Swift Annex.
Yet right right right here I became, not as much as two months later on, going to get into a relationship with Trayvon, that would be my “protection man” in substitution for some generosity in the canteen plus some as-yet undefined quantity of “messing around camster sex. ” Please inform me personally how about that does not seem like a security racket?
It that way it sure does when you put! When i had been considering how to handle it it absolutely was essential to pose issue to myself during these, the harshest feasible terms. However if anyone had ever placed it that way to Trayvon — or if for whatever reason Trayvon ever checks out this tale of my anxiety he will be absolutely furious about him— I’m sure! He can be heard by me now: “Fuck you, bitch! I did son’t never ever ask you for no canteen shit! And we damn yes didn’t never deposit you to do nothin’ on you or force! MAYBE I WILL HAVE! We begin bein’ your friend cuz We you say I’m an extortionist like you, an now? Git the outta that is fuck! ”
In fact he’d probably say much worse also than that! And if he place it in that way, he’d have damned good point! Specially in light for the activities that then then followed as he and all sorts of the other food solution workers were utilized in F Dorm — that we will describe in Chapter 10. Continue reading “Chapter 9: Trayvon — Intercourse, enjoy, and Like in Prison4”